Apparently blogging regularly is not my strong point.
Anyway, just a quick update since the summer is pretty much over. This summer in July I was able to be a Student Leader at Student Life. May I just say, it was the most nerve-racking, stomach turning, anxiety provoking thing I've done by far.
That may sound extreme to you, but it takes about everything I have inside to speak up in a group of people I know. Speaking up to help lead a (small) group of strangers was not something easy. But you know what? It was one of the most rewarding things I've done. I'll admit, I doubted and was confused if this was what I should be during the first few days- but by the end of the week I knew I was right where God wanted me to be.
I would like to add, that I was paired up with the wonderful lady I co-lead Chosen with. I loved spending those days with her, teaching and watching what God was doing in everyone's lives. [Including mine]
Its.....really exciting. Going to student life as a student leader, co-leading a high-school girls group in our church....all this stuff stepping out of my comfort zone- but its exciting. Nerve-racking, anxiety provoking, out-of-my-comfort-zone, stomach-turning exciting!
Anxiety aside, I'm pretty psyched actually.
Watching God move in my life and use me to reach others; Its what I dream of.
The future is really foggy, I have no idea where I'll be 5 years from now. Heck, I don't know where I'll be a year from now.
Gasp
No plan?
Yeah, that can be scary.
But I'm not scared for my future. because I know God has a better dream, a better plan, than I could ever manage of my own.
I guess I do have a plan.
My plan is to continue to walk forward, seeking God and letting him lead me.
"Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, "This is the way; walk in it." - Isaiah 30:21
